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    Wednesday, July 1

    Aye, Aye, Mates!



    My camera died.
    Which rules out the chance that i might even post anything here.
    I'm getting it repaired, after 3 months of procrastination.

    Everything's been pretty bad,
    School, work (?!) and K.

    And have you heard about Crystal Jade's 'Xiao Long Bao' Buffet?
    New challenger please! (:



    Monday, May 4

    #57



    You do not come and go as you wish,

    and its not the fly.




    Intentionally, i killed an impregnated housefly.
    Huge and buzzing around the counter at such horribly slow speed
    i just had to take it down.

    I smacked it once, pretty lightly.
    Partially because there were customers,
    and i was feeling demure and normal.

    It laid there, half alive on its left,
    with little white maggot eggs spilling out of its 'womb'.
    Like passengers abandoning a wrecked aircraft.

    Cringe!
    Cheryl and i watched the whole labor process.


    Monday, April 27


    "You took me by surprise!"

    Sun's scorching at full blast,
    and it makes showering 3 times a day inadequate.


    Can't beat it, so join it
    Fat drumsticks!


    I started work a few weeks ago,
    2.55 swirling and twirling
    Original and Flavoured into cups, sprinkling colorful fruity pebbles,
    and filling them up with assorted toppings!

    Must say, I am pretty good at dicing strawberries quickly
    and skinning kiwis without the use of a peeler now!

    School started, weird and unlike the last semester;
    it dread it even more.
    (I've got ugly fringe to make things worst!)

    The lesser you reveal, the safer you are.
    Never again.


    Note to self:
    • 30th - 4th, 3-way Inflow
    • One meal a day.
    • Laugh
    • Skip 8am lectures, not!
    • Dental Appointment
    • L4D
    • Develop, Collect & Scan

    PS: I hate you so much, i wanna zip-rip your lips between the hips.

    Tuesday, March 24

    Not Another!



    The Rolling Sweets;

    Monday, March 9

    On and On

    I've been thinking pretty much lately of wanting out.
    Commitment's so skin-tight and unbreathable, like sticky leotard suit.
    I'm just about to die from intense chaffing of it all!
    (But you're so Monchichi-looking after the haircut, awww.)



    Down with a mild bout of flu,
    for about the 5th time this year '09 already.

    Sorry, but sometimes i do deliberately forget to wash my hands after taking a leak.
    Rinse-free hand sanitizers are good enough for me.
    (if i do manage to remember popping them into my bag before heading out)
    Getting my paws wet, is grosser than not washing them.
    Anytime.

    Hardly any lady-like,
    but now don't get me started on the '7 second' food rule!


    Me, with the tissue-tampon for runny stuffed noses.


    Sunday, March 8

    Hold, and wait a minute.

    "Grotesque!"

    I'm feeling so ugly,
    inside out and back inwards again.

    (I know i repeat this pretty often to people i meet.)

    Whenever i get compliments thrown at me,
    I can't help but to disregard it as an act of sheer kindness and courtesy.
    I exercise this so much all these years that i filter and see them on reverse.
    Compliment, is insult or plain pretense.

    Little blog posts, little pictures.
    All down to the minimum,
    because i just don't feel like before anymore.
    (not that i was damn gorge before, but hey at least i was zit-free and less fat.)

    Don't disagree with me.

    Thursday, February 5

    # 87

    "Little things affect little minds."

    K, Naf

    Handful of seeds


    The digitalized bubble wrap, for busy fingers.

    Tuesday, February 3

    Only, Mortal.

    " A little ignorance."


    As every day passes, the date on the calender shifts,
    closer and closer to the very day itself.

    There are many reasons, of which i cannot tell,
    to why i am so afraid.

    A catastrophe, I'd say!


    Wednesday, November 19

    Necessary Grief


    Our lives have been so intertwined,
    like the curliest vine.

    The vines withstood gravity's call
    and held its grip tight to the wall.


    Now ;- cease to exist.



    Monday, November 17

    Beeper!


    "I never thought that i would fall for anyone anymore,
    but then i met J, she's amazing.
    Hanging with her has been the most awesome feeling i've felt in a while.
    But you know something?
    I can only like her from afar because she already has a boyfriend."


    "And yes,
    I really like her."


    Brutal.(very)

    Friday, November 14

    Thin is still, in.



    Before you left without bidding goodbye and slamming that door in my face.
    I see the need to add that;-
    You're a complete waste of time.

    S'riously.



    Wednesday, November 12

    Tag, you're it!


    I don't buy what you're filling me in with.

    My instincts tells me, that there is more.
    Beneath the surface, deeper.
    I just know.
    And, i am going all out to find out.

    Watch your backs, you two.




    Monday, November 10

    Finger-Pointing


    Why wouldn't you stop whining?

    Sometimes, most of the time actually;
    It is really hard as fuck to tell you whats kept inside.

    Because; you'd never.


    Saturday, November 8

    Yukky!

    Hannah, on her green canvas.

    A cat on my lap.


    Wednesday, October 22

    Rise of the very Dark.

    The horses and neigh noses.

    I wear my baby on my lips!

    Love the cigg-box and lighter i made.

    Thank you, for the ring in the treasure chest and note.

    Fruit flies, be gone! ZAPPP



    1 more week to go.
    People are leaving, happily at least.
    Personal problems arising rapidly, rather desperately.

    I can so do with a short-getaway,
    away from this; a chilly place of bright lights and two walled cubicle.

    To do is clicking of mouses and staring at screens,
    hardly even using my hands or some pens.
    At times, I'd even have to oblige
    and give in to your demands.

    In this '9 hour-5 days a week' circle cycle
    you're lesser than dirt,
    and you're expected to be seen and not heard.

    Simpletons they are not,
    and it always seem to be me at fault.
    All your donkey-sounding rants,
    makes you so fucking dense.

    Now, now stop your self-defense
    look around; you don't really have much friends.
    Beneath your loud voice is an empty void.
    Gee, sorry no offense.

    Though, you're someone i thought as quite a dear,
    now i hope you'll never make it back here.
    The signs and a whole extension of promises so crystal clear,
    but you always,
    always fail to deliver.

    I guess my Dad is right.
    Clear enough, there is not need to rebut and fight.


    Wednesday, October 15

    Digress! Digress!



    Many times, have i regret.
    How i wished, we've never met.

    I'm in such a bad mess,
    secretly i confess.

    Retreat now, for it's time.
    I didn't mean for this lousy attempt to make rhyme.


    (you shouldn't even be reading this)


    Monday, October 13

    Stark!




    I still prefer the darkness better.
    So, don't switch the light on.









    Thursday, October 9

    Grr-Grumpy!

    "Scandal is gossip, made tedious by morality."

    i know i have gross nails.


    Just noticed something today;
    The longer the job title, the less important the job.
    & People will believe anything if you whisper it.

    I really need it now;
    Just make something happen, for the good.
    Please, please, please?


    Wednesday, October 8

    I was hardly breathing then

    & wish it didn't have to end.
    I guess I've completely lost it.

    Look what i found, almost a decade ago.

    Tuesday, October 7

    This can't be happening


    WHAT A PRICK!

    Too late to detach myself now, sinking too deep in the pit.
    Cling on to a stalagmite, resist i must.
    Weak, Bleak!



    In-distinguishable from magic

    things got a little out of hand in the office then after;


    All that mystical stuff is just what's so.
    Question is, is that it?


    Just don't go;
    not this time, not now, not ever.

    Saturday, October 4

    Gone like Magic

    " A little less assumption."


    I love the way you laugh and tease;
    when you heard my stomach growl repeatedly.

    I meant everything in the electronic love-note,
    everything could have been perfect.
    If only.

    urgh

    Friday, October 3

    An Opportune Moment


    " I am not black, i am glossy sweet black."
    and that's Kiehl's on his body alright!

    Hope to see the shots of your 'seeking forgiveness' 2008 soon.
    :D


    Thursday, October 2

    Delirious; insane!

    "To overcome a quite trivial, all-too-human enemy."


    Welcome, October!
    just another awesome month, please?

    I cannot get enough of my cutest fringe shoes,
    the 'winged pixie' ones most definitely.
    I am going to get you the Visvims to match!

    Now, i want my Comme des Garcons purse in raunchy red.

    Might be breathing new life to my limp hair.
    Objective here; a semi-permanent but not too-perfect-perm.

    A recent theft is amiss in the office.
    Strike twice, false accusations and ill-feelings are all around.
    May you rot in hell.


    Other than that;

    Chalet was pretty awesome with my first night in and all the daft games we played.
    I am beginning to know each of them increasingly more.
    also, met a couple of old friends, just next door.

    Formula One Night Race was, ear bursting loud!
    I didn't like sitting still at the Grand Stand so we walked around,
    the nearest,closest we can possibly get to the mean machines on the road.
    I actually, like getting all sweaty.

    I am down with a cold and dizzy spells.
    Blister-pack pills and Kleenex are my best friends!
    I just want to sleep in, righttt now with you giving me a foot rub.





    Thursday, September 25

    Can't break even, can't quit, can't win.


    "The intuitive mind is a sacred gift."


    I am not one of those who in expressing opinions confine themselves to facts.

    What i really want happen, isn't happening.
    I do understand that i am beginning to miss you already.



    Wednesday, September 24

    Experience the mysterious

    "Confusion is always the honest response."


    Do not underestimate the intensity of ambivalence caused by simultaneous desire.
    Never!




    Tuesday, September 23

    Facts do not conform to the theory


    "A witty saying proves nothing."


    Oh oh oh, something made me really glee this week.
    Similar like a roller coaster ride,
    the next week is known to be the low.

    Inevitably, i realized;
    What chance has made yours is not really yours.
    (Non est tuum, fortuna quod fecit tuum)
    Get me?

    September in a wrinkly walnut shell;
    • Snuff's Birthday Party, Fairmont Hotel
    • Sun Chaser, the Yacht Party
    • Upcoming Formula 1 Night Race
    • Manulife, BBQ Aloha Dress-up Chalet

    Hello to October!
    Make it a double-hello.


    Sunday, September 14

    Re-arranging prejudices



    "The hidden flaws shall remain hidden."

    away from sight



    Tomorrow is Monday, drats!

    Sunday, August 31

    Over and Over


    "The average person thinks he isn't"



    Industrial Financial Attachment is taking up too much of my time.
    Coming up with a suitable mascot and logo, takes up even more.
    Sketches and craft work, is now part of my job scope.
    And, lugging a laptop to work via public transport is no joke.

    I'd be knocked dead on my bed by 10pm everyday,
    and waking up at 6am the following morning without fail.
    A stringent routine to follow for the next 10 weeks!


    You feeling me?

    Friday, August 15

    Sheer Greed, is the driving spirit of civilization.



    Learn a new language and get a new soul.
    Mad About English, anyone?
    I particularly love the policeman.
    (Please-men)



    And yes, i am doing good.
    Considerably so.

    Florescent Adolescent Bun = FAB :)


    Monday, August 11

    You'd have thought that i've moved on


    I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
    I'll tell you that
    But if I didn't say it
    Well, I'd still have felt it.

    Where's the sense in that?


    I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
    Or return to where we were

    I know I left too much mess
    And destruction to come back again
    And I caused but nothing but trouble
    I understand if you can't talk to me again

    And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
    Then I'm sure that that makes sense

    I'm in love and always will be.
    My, Vanilla boy.


    Saturday, August 2

    Sticky Post-its


    On a short hiatus.

    Or so, i hope.

    One day, i will be back again.

    Wednesday, July 30

    Stark Naked Trees

    "Beauty is the purgation of superficiality."

    Not yours to define.



    Monday, July 28

    Darn!


    Bread & Butter
    60% Store Discount

    Can anybody here hear my little plead?



    So, you see I just asked daddykins for transfer,
    i was thinking very hard if nows the right timing
    to pop a request for this little gift.

    Something is telling me,
    no, deafeningly screaming at me.

    "Yes! This is SO it dimwit!"

    I want it, yes
    I want it, bad.

    Saturday, July 26

    Only the shallow know themselves


    A word said, a promise is made.
    Ends up a tragedy, because all is in vain.

    History always repeats itself twice:
    First as a tragedy,
    Second as farce.

    "I'm yours to keep"
    Hold onto your words because talk is cheap.

    What grieve!
    Love is just a gross exaggeration between two.

    Saturday, July 5

    No Romance Without Finance


    "Better be occasionally cheated than perpetually suspicious."


    Betrayal, Betrayer, Betrayed.

    Let's play the name-game.
    Now; we already have answer(s) in our hearts,
    So who's who?

    You spell the name.


    Wound. 7cm x 5cm
    (Sorry, Thunderous-Thighs)


    In the previous, i played around with shavers.
    and then i got hurt a few days later with real blades.

    I literally gave myself an apple-skin shave, hard on my legs.
    Venus' got one blade jutting out of the cartridge, i didn't manage to see it.
    So, i did one rough rip up my calve.

    i got not the stumbles of my hair-growth, but a thin piece of sliced skin.
    Almost the shade of a band-aid, measuring approximately 7cm x 5cm.
    It severely clogged up the shaver, so i had to unclog / remove the skin with my own fingers!

    I bled like a mother-fucker.
    I wanted to take a picture; of the dribbling blood, the sliced skin.
    What horrors! i was too grossed out to do so.

    The skin was slime-y to touch,
    (i tried smelling it too, it was blood-free and scentless)
    and was all curled and rolled up by itself when i pulled it out.
    Not exaggerating here, but i could almost feel my bones being exposed to air.

    My dad splashed a lot of antiseptic on the wound,
    i yelped and whined, almost dog-like.

    Used up 7 Smith & Nephew's Opsite Post-Op bandages till date,
    antiseptic coloring and pus-wet wound is too ugly to be seen in daylights.
    Covering up is the only option, though i was advised not to do so.

    Another is, i have been invaded by hysteria bacteria and bursting bladders.
    Have been popping anti-biotics as if like pressing addictive bubble-sheets.
    I have pretty darn sure, the recent weight gain is because of the medication. (HA!)

    I am crazy worried about my left kidney still, i still feel pretty weird!


    Thursday, June 26

    Ma Cherie

    After de-bunning the hair.

    Three macs, in da house!

    No, i do not have a beard but i do have slight mustache!




    To-do:

    1. Tanning
    2. Paulaner Brau Haus
    3. Unagi Party

    Tuesday, June 24

    Abuse, Use & Confuse me



    Nice to have you with me since Livejournal till date.

    I don't really like you here though,
    especially so when i heard from mutual school friends
    about the things you've been saying behind my back all these while, you imp!

    I take them Front or Back, it doesn't concern you.
    So, don't come act coy and do your pretend.

    You, know who you are.
    and you know damn right what you've been doing, sneaky!

    Oh, and get right.
    You're never my friend, stop acting like it.


    Friday, June 20

    Petite Salope, Sans Culotte


    "All the things i really like to do are either immoral, illegal or fattening."



    The past few days; well spent.
    I guess i saw-through some people which i barely knew,

    into their habits and character
    a much deeper insider view.

    I thought i was accepted, truth was i wasn't.

    I thought you were my friend too,
    just like how you're his.

    I called you up seeking for advice,

    you offered me help which i thought was genuine.
    But in true fact, a fraudulent fraud.

    The accusations; direct and clear
    a malicious, false, and defamatory statement

    which came out from you when you're less sober.

    Caused much distress and hurt,
    but i doubt you even do bother.
    Note, i do have feelings too.

    More often that not,

    it takes a little more than surface value
    Which sadly is what i use myself,
    as a gauge to judge others as well.

    I am sensitive,
    motive & agenda,
    I have neither.

    Happy Birthday, K.
    The striking yellow lightning bolt.




    Thursday, June 12

    Keep this a secret;


    "This is kinda for you"

    People used to ask me why i love(d) you,
    i can't tell them, because if i did,


    They'd love you too.




    Monday, June 9

    Strength in Numbers


    " I feel stupid and contagious "


    Went for 'Miracle Healing Services' in Lighthouse Evangelism Church.
    Though i am a free-thinker, nothing like the religious sort;
    the verses, quotes from the bible & meaningful sing-a-long songs played and sung/sang
    really got me thinking.


    Maybe, this could be it.


    Tuesday, June 3

    Cacharel & Propaganda



    "Hide not your talents, they for use were made.
    What's a sun-dial in the shade?"




    Sex & the city was amazing, Gossip Girl movie up next?
    Probably.


    Smashing 2 weeks straight vacation next week!
    Of 17th,18th & 19th June, revolutionary?
    Totally.

    I dread school.
    Honestly.

    Monday, June 2

    Sophomore, Sophomore



    Agyness Deyn, in a pretty bottle!

    I finished the whole row myself,
    i always insist on red or gold labels.
    (no assorted flavours)


    i love her moves, smoothe.











    P/S: Panda Spciy Nuggets from Mcdonalds' awesome fiery bombs in tummies! But i dig.

    Monday, May 26

    The Imaginary Foundations




    "Just a bagel every morning, nothing more."

    and everything is just so mighty fine!


    Wednesday, May 21

    Crime Scene: Do Not Cross


    Bye took, will see you in a few months again!
    Only several notches higher than the previous location, yes?



    "No, I can't spell it out for you."

    I removed my nape piercing, by myself.
    It was bruising quite badly, and is easily irritable;
    considering the fact that i don't apply the after-care lotion religiously
    & that my hair weighs it down causing extra strain of my pathetic small flap of skin
    alongside with my carelessness when removing or wearing my clothes.

    I will be re-piercing it soon as i really like its existence,
    hopefully the wound heals speedily!
    I am surprised that the surface bar doesn't reek of any bad smell
    as i sweat a lot, plus the grime and dirt yadayadaa.

    Crazy! My course assessments upcoming in a week,
    guess i will be studying this weekend.


    Friday, May 16

    Hell Freezes Over


    Caught you in action:
    sneezing like a donkey, snot-digging & rolling them into rolling 'sweets'



    "So build yourself up, stop flying in circles."

    Looks like i will be spending this upcoming weekend, being a lone ranger.
    Everything we've planned out isn't going on the right track, everything is distorted.


    But as you're reading this, please don't get me wrong.
    For I am just a wee bit, only the littlest bit upset.
    Gone: Botak Jones, Picnic, Yardsale

    The little changes, drastic effects;
    No more nightly chats, no more tobacco/starbucks in the night,
    No more " I will pick you up after school like a child released from daycare" games,
    No more stuffing our bellies with jellies and getting slight cough the following morning.

    Saturday

    Meet-up at Parkway Parade with Marcus.
    Get something to do, we always have impromptu plans for the day.
    Unpredictable, right?

    Sunday

    Tuition in the early morning.
    A get-together luncheon with my Grandma and relatives at One Degree 15 or unconfirmed hotel suite.
    Everybody loves the transparent magnificent pool, woo! :)
    Then, later in the day i'd just probably hang around with my parents after that.

    Monday
    I heard rumors that Monday's a public holiday, if it really is
    then i might just head down to get a tan by the pool.
    I know i do not look good tan, but i just hate to be fair as well.

    Whatever it is, the weekend doesn't seem promisingly good for me.

    Gossip girl now, for i traded school tutorials for a full day's sleep today.
    Thank god, that i ever thought of 'keeping' several episodes for days like these.



    Dior make-up Jewel
    Incanto Heaven Perfume
    Ipod Classic
    A haircut
    Matching Dr.Denim Jeans. (Ahem)
    Xando Platinum Weight Control Pills
    Nylon Magazine
    A black backpack
    A darkchoc mocha poodle pup
    Chanel 2.55


    Thursday, May 15

    Wolf in sheep's clothing


    " This or That Providence, This. "

    You're so good at stretching the truth,
    into a sugar coated lie.
    Everyone takes a bite.

    I have been dining with the enemy.
    It was a wolf in sheep's clothing.

    Now it's so clear to me.


    I've had enough of your games

    if you're not trembling, you'd better be

    cause we're gonna be the end of you
    I've had enough of your games
    I'm gonna show them who you really are
    And I can tell you right now, it won't be pretty


    You say, "I can convince anyone, anything" provoking the anger of,
    a jealous God

    still you spin a web of lies, fear, lust, pride, greed and shame

    you said no one,
    oh you said no one escapes the pain

    You know, the above really sums up everything now.


    The Beaming Bambi


    On the other hand, K is sick again;
    Sorry i made you go shopping with me,
    till you had a relapse in the midst,
    that your mom got so worried, she called me up.


    My dieting plan is postponed, a standstill till further notice.
    *sheepish grin*


    :)

    Tuesday, May 13

    System Manoeuvre


    " Um diet starts officially tomorrow"

    and the next tomorrow and the next and the next.


    K is helping me with my diet-plan.
    Convinced him to do so, for my own good.

    Here's the low-down, i am only supposed to be having;
    3 fistfuls of granola/muesli cereal in the morning,
    Mineral water throughout the day.
    Fruits for snacking when i feel a little snack-attack coming,
    No lunch / dinner / supper thereafter.

    But, i am feeling very very guilty and i need to confess.
    I ate 3 fistful of cereal before school, as planned.
    Water throughout the day, still hanging on.
    Then, i met Leah in the late afternoon,
    so i gave in and ate Fei Fei's superbly good wanton noodles and coke light.

    Reaching home, i finished one fucking pint of Ben&Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough,
    2 muesli bars later in the night while on the phone
    and one bowl of instant noodles while i am typing this.

    Like, everyone said.
    " Oh i am sure you can't do it."


    Note:
    Sorry JH for backing out tonight, will meet you hell soon! :)


    Sunday, May 11

    Fair-Weather Friends


    I swear i totally cannot believe myself,
    and the things i'd do, the distance i'd go;
    just to see what she's got to offer.

    Never thought i would have resort to such pathetic measures,
    for other girls, but definitely not me.

    Guess i was so wrong about myself,
    about the way i handle things and relationship matters.
    This is possibly one of the most disgusting sides of me.

    I hope you're happier now;
    with the many smilies exchanged in your comment field-box,
    the attention she is giving you and vice versa.

    My insecurity level, up and rising.
    Guess i was never good enough.

    I thought i was ready, but i wasn't.
    It is really a lot tougher than i made it up to be.
    I might need some real help this time round.

    This is not one of the best weeks ever, i am so tired.
    I reckon that no amount of rest could make me any less lethargic.

    See, good on me that i have been doing my tutorials
    and preparing the relevant materials on CMS system before tutorial classes.
    Major shocking, but i need the GPA sadly.
    I must do well for Business Finance and Accounting for Assets.
    (Accounts is just not my thing, really.)

    K is better now, away from life-support at least.
    I am happy to have you back, its been a hell of a ride without my confidente
    please take care of your health already!

    Which means, no more tobacco-sticks, no more weekly joy-drinking sessions,
    no more poker games, no more plate after plate of fried carrot cake,
    no more tennis matches, no more chilled beverages,
    no more leaving out of home without having to bring your pullover!
    But on the flip-side, you get exempted from school for more than 10days!
    Awww, lucky you!

    :)

    To do:
    - Get a super bright eye-catching yellow highlighter for school.
    - Shaver refills & Anti-perspirant
    - Lose some serious weight (Critical)

    Sunday, May 4

    Blast from the past


    "Cause and Effect"

    I was clearing up the bookmark list in my toolbar when i found this;
    hidden from sight for the longest time.


    http://profiles.friendster.com/youhavebigtits

    This is one of the many things you've done, etched in mind forever.



    Diamonds, Filmrolls & Cocoa Butter Love



    " Textures and Silhouettes "


    I almost got into another fit-incident yesterday again.
    Got too much Baileys and Johnny Walker, i guess.
    I get a little happy, when i see / know you're getting
    all jittered up, worried
    and totally scared that i might not wake up when i black out.

    Now, you're down with burning high fever at 39.5 degrees.
    and now i hope you'll get well really soon,
    and then we'll start doing all the things we usually do.
    It's a little hard getting used to, when you're not around.
    I'll be missing you, Baygon-smelling skin!
    Get all the adequate rest you need.

    I've just read a few friends' entry(s),
    it is really scary to lose your friend / loved one just like that.
    Only recently, i watched a handful of people close to me facing such tragedy.

    Please stay strong.

    Thursday, April 24

    A known enemy


    "I see your ranks are advancing, I see mine are left behind."


    Good Morning, Bad Breath!


    The supposedly only-meal-of-the-everyday.


    Only three sessions into tuition and i am beginning to feel like opting out.
    I am really bored of teaching Area & Perimeter, Perpendicular & Parallel.

    Traveling time alone, takes up an hour.
    Teaching is 1.5 hours.
    Traveling time back, takes up another hour.
    BORING! i should have known.

    My vacations are coming to an end, it's going to be all over in a week's time!
    I will be seeing the freshmen, the familiar and the friends.
    I re-took some Year One modules, and it is now compulsory to lug a laptop.
    HORRORS!
    I don't really like the concept of the HeuCampus, honestly!

    Several things happened within this week; some happy, others saddening.
    Sleeping in till late noon makes me happy, nightly Starbucks makes me glad.
    I shall not elaborate on the downside(s).

    I have been seeing YZ a little too much these days, not a good sign really.
    (Agnes, Leah, Ika and the rest, you get the drift, yes?)

    But hey!
    I have been getting little bits of colored confetti in my life every now and then,
    and the little sunshine rays it brings does make me shinier,
    a little, just a little.
    but thank you for your kind attempt!
    :)



    PS: I have a little red zit on my mostache area, it's hell painful and ugly.


    Sunday, April 20

    Your Last Minute Resistance

    " If there are no inequality, no violation, no dominance, no force..."

    My nape is really swollen because i accidentally ripped it this afternoon, ouch!

    Disclaimer: That is not some operation scar; i think its the shape of the spinal cord discs?
    HAHA, i don't know.



    Prawning isn't anything like the bore i made it out to be.
    It is quite the matter of fact quite fun, completed with several Connect 4 games around.
    I thrashed them all, obviously. Seriously.
    I caught 3 prawns, rather effortlessly. Seriously.

    I am currently in attempt to lose some real weight,
    because i have been made fun of;
    " You look like you have enough on you to survive 3 months without food "

    Living with cereal in the morning,
    Coke light, (not Coke not Coke Zero) in between during the day,
    Ciggs throughout the day.
    2-3 Laxatives, in the night on alternate or daily basis.

    119 pages out of the total 501 pages from the novelette,
    i love books with small letterings.

    and i kid you not. :)


    Friday, April 18

    Just that certain sense of order there,



    " Not that it was all beautiful. "




    First, it was my parents.
    Then, it was you.

    Thank you, for using vulgarities at me.
    Again and again, like a cycle which never seem to end.
    You have no fucking idea, nothing about me, about anything.

    You know we lost touch.

    Wednesday, April 16

    You're my krypto-light




    " He may fight to protect Her or to possess Her, but He does not nurture Her."


    Always awesome you are;
    I am always happy with the slightest & littlest things you do.



    The Suspicious Minds


    "Celebration of your Teenage Station"


    Meeting up with the girlies was really short,
    because YZ was fucken 3 hours late. GOSH!

    Tried out NEXT's Chill Menthol, like an excited teenager with the very first fag-drag.
    It wasn't really that bad till the 5th stick withdrawn from the pack.

    Almost three chapters through my novel now,

    whipping out the book whenever i can, seated & comfortable.

    Tuition was great, despite the fact that i ran in the rain & got totally soaking wet.
    I hate wet limp hair!


    Kiddo was cute, she greeted me with a nice 45 degree bow when she first met me at the door,
    and called me "Teacher", with every beginning of every sentence / question.



    Tuesday, April 15

    Taunting myself with the bitter




    " Neither a scoundrel nor an honest man. "

    I haven't been hearing from noise-maker Ika for like the longest time,
    i hope everything and anything at all is going smooth for you,
    I really miss your company.
    Call me when you need me, when you need a friend or a confidante. (Seriously.)

    Tomorrow, i am going to be meeting Leah Carlose & Yan Zhen for a little tete-a-te
    te / shopping session!
    Tomorrow, i am going to have to be early for the first lesson.

    Tomorrow, i still do not know what is the proper dress-code.
    Tomorrow, i am going to be punctual though i still do not know the exact location.
    Tomorrow, i am going to be all serious and no-joke.
    Tomorrow, i am going to be a Tutor.

    Thank you for the little note, slipped in between sticker, the novel & 2 cans of Sugar-free Red Bull.
    :)



    P/S: YZ, Your daddykin's hokkien dialect sentence is still cracking me up no-end.


    Monday, April 14

    Come as you are


    School is out for these 2 weeks for me, i am finally in Year Three!

    I really will miss the attachment days in school,

    having breakfast in mornings, self-declared smoke breaks in between every hour,
    rushing out client projects and having to see the three imps ( Ika, Leah and YZ ) everyday.

    As we're all taking different diplomas, time slots for classes and all.
    Its going to be hard to meet up, but we're already making plans; :)

    I've also registered myself as a private tutor for primary school kiddos, only recently.
    I will be having my first ever lesson being a tutor, this fucken Tuesday!
    GOD, Nerve wrecking, definitely!

    My tongue and nape piercings are getting alot better now, im thinking big.
    maybe, a tattoo this time!

    and i have no idea why Janet Jackson's Feedback is playing like right now on its own.
    Frrrreaky

    Sunday, April 13

    Barely, Almost New

    The Mario Jingle Star

    Hello,

    This might be my new journal i am going to keep.
    I am thinking of closing my livejournal account to start a new rollingsweets,
    (Blogspot account, that is.)

    The livejournal cuts are a tad annoying now,
    I prefer scroll to see all reads, not clickety click buttons.

    However, the livejournal account can still be viewed under my linklist, over at the right sidebar.
    As this journal is new, i will be posting up quite a fair bit of my old pictures.

    Just to get started on the introduction for this new blog, my name is Sherwin.